People smile when you feel happy. And when you`re down, people will be there for you. So smile always. yes smile always.
Im still thinking about primary school. I miss xnps. Remember the days when everyone was eating during recess and we hid at a corner, pouring out our heart`s deepest secrets. The days when vanessa often sprained her leg and made me run up and down the staircase. The days when we accomplished teacher`s day project with pride(: The days we performed at the beginnning and 隐形的翅膀... the days meiting and josephine fought like crazy. The days calvin turned really mad and messed up the classroom tables. Then days yilin, hengwai and I spent laughing during english hot-housing. The days we got scolded by mdm lim and got punished. The days we cried when we knew that ms wong was leaving us. The days we played captain`s ball together. The days when I always memorised the lyrics of the TV dramas and sang it out to Jo(: The days when we auditioned for SMAD. The days when Mrs Chan was leaving and I sang 月亮代表我的心. The days when GOHs came and we performed Im Standing Tall and planned our eoy-musical. The days where junmun went 'you chicken nugget!' and mademe roar with laughter. The days vanessa confided in me. The days wubin and I shared a diary. The days in chinese lessons where I had a primary school crush. The days we played uno and made others do dares. The countless rumours we had. The days we waved at each other purely because we were friends.
All gone in an instant. I miss speech music and drama. We sang like crazy. Act like crazy. Danced like crazy. Now nothing like that ever happens. And we still have people who gives attitude. People who change after one another. I realise the importance of what Jeline said. "she`s gonna be the next one with no friends."
Thanks yixin and you for cheering me up(: 2/3 of the food? too much haha. I can still cope. So dun worry. See you with a smile tmr(:
HOME ECONS :DDD I LOVE HOME ECONS. Its one of the times I really enjoy. I love my seat. I love MsHo!
Troubled:(
Why do I have such a terrible family?
Why did you leave us?
Why can`t I have a complete family just like anyone else have?
Why did I come into the world?
If life was so terrible, you should have just aborted me and prevented me from coming into this world.
This sucks. Totally.
Ello(: lol.
This year`s teacher`s day wasnt as nice as the previous years... I kinda miss my pri.school TD celebration. It was so fun back then. When the teacher`s somehow never disappear back in the small and warm, cosy little school, and always there to show how happy and touched they are when they receive our token of appreciation towards them. I feel happy when I see them pleased(: but that`s all memories of the past.
Yep, how i wished i had a time machine to go back to all the fun times... and come and go whenever i wanted.
Today was rather disappointing...idk why. Hantam bola, many ppl not cooperating and making things hard for eugene and jeline. Eugene was shouting like mad. Apparently some people just didn`t wanna listen to instructions. Fortunately the situation was better. But I didnt enjoy much. Dunno why. Still, overall its ok..i was with yixin most of the time(: and most of the ppl enjoyed the game. LOL fengxian was injured. seriously. it was bad to laugh at him, but still i couldnt control myself. haha.
And i rmb the ball rolling out of the court many times(:
Just as I began to try lifting my spirits, it went down again. Teacher`s day concert. Chorale. Wushu. Dance. Video. Then presentation of gifts. We were searching all over the place like mad little chickens. Yet you werent thr waiting for us to show our appreciation. I doubt you were even present for the concert... but why? It`s kinda sad when we were so excited to pass out presents to both of you, but you werent there. Then I was disappointed... although i dunno why. Its just presents, but mayb its because there wasn`t anyone thr to accept them... not mrloh, not mrs chew either. Both werent there. And it`s kinda different when you pass the gifts to them not on teachers day.
Aft school, went back to xnps. Sici, Zhijun. Jieyu, me, Mingwei, Vincent, Eugene, Weihan and Haolong. Wasnt having a good mood... kinda fussed at jieyu, sorry!but later on it was better. When I saw Sin Rui still in school! she now p5 haha. Still look like primary one. Aww shucks i forgot to take photo with her... then saw yeexien, cass, clara, vanessa, meiting, binbin , hongyi, hengwai, junmun and blablabla... lol a lot of ppl haha. took pictures(: shall upload later if i have the time. Being with primary school mates rocks. Because we`ll never dislike one another. No arguments. No conflicts. Just being yourself and having fun.
Saw a couple of teachers(: haha neh so see mdm lim. Dun care~ shhh. haha. vanehh say nus dominique cute... ooo~~~~~ so dun remind me of our class de dominic. Totally opposite. xD
Update later~ ohohoh. its 4.44. I wonder if you`re back home alr.
Back. Super long post today. Shall make it even longer... oh BTW, YIXIN`S CUPCAKES---- NO DOUBT 100% DELICIOUS. :D
ok where was I? RIGHT. PICTURES:
VANEHHH AND SICI. haha.
DARDAR, BIN BIN AND VANEHHH.
VANEHHH~ and me. oh~vannnesssaaa~nnggg~
Dardar and I forgot our anniversary date. So oops! haha.
It was awesome. Esp when we went KFC. meiting and jo were fighting again. 白痴阿!haha. Then huangqing was keeping quiet.
Me: Huangqing, why you so quiet!
MeiTing: 因为她不吵嘛!
Me: ok then 为什么她不吵?
MeiTing: 因为她很安静mah!
LOL. EPIC.
Monday, August 30, 2010
Have nothing much to do, so im back again...lol.
我任命了. How are we to do well under such conditions? I don`t enjoy such trainings at all. Neither do I like the way coach leaves me out and don`t give me a chance. I miss coach teo...:( We must go back to RVPS to look for u someday. I still rmb how you left without a word.
Lots of stuff happened today. But im lazy to post... so yeah-.-" Haiz... coach and our relationship sucks ttm. Shall elaborate bout it few days later. :(
Anw, looking forward to tmr(: going back to xnps with sici, jieyu, vin, eugene, mingwei, haolong and weihan. LOL:D
Oh btw, mr chan was so cute today! WITH HIS HAIR. not as screwed mr xiong`s prev.one, but still, epic. and we were humoured by his language again :D
dotdot line you only have two chan. palerrel.
HAHA LOL... but we ought to stop laughing out loud. Because it seems bad. haha.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
From wantian:
他和她
Nice story behind the song(:
我一直都在
Ppl may not like the singer`s voice...
Haha this post is made by me from wantian. Total spammage of songs!
Back(:
Haha wantian feeling super ubber happy right now... because all her fb quizzes are hinting her loads of stuff... LOL.
Must be open and not sensitive today! haha. Nth much to post... shall go do wayang kulit soon. Xiwen damn zai lorhh... know i cannot sms then pussh her work to me xDD but neh ming i shall be kind and help. LOLxD
Lol Kayvin`s the only year2 guy in the comm... lol. 2H, 2C, 1F and 1L. SHI JIE CLARISSA :D And once again, we`re back to working with siwei... in a similar welfare committee. YAY, haha. The only I disagree bout the new system is the way it changes every year... that means we change department every year, even if we have uncompleted projects...eeyer.
And I hope to get Barney Overhaul again :D This time, working not as the only girl in the group. haha.
Madly browsing through old chinese songs on youtube. Last time de songs all nicer than new one. haha. stopping at 王力宏`s songs. Damn nice (:
Talked alot with wantian today(: Something I felt really fabulous. According to wt, this was what sheila said:
" It`s best when you like someone for no reason. People who like others for a reason will not have relationships that last long... because if you like someone for his/her looks, it just means that you won`t like him anymore if he/ she isnt as nice-looking one day. And if you like the person for being smart, does it mean that you won`t like him/her anymore when he/she sudd becomes an idiot? If you like someone cos you think he/she is nice, does it mean you will dislike him if he sudd change?"
Do think about it.(: After that, I began thinking why I like my friends. Because they`re funny and make me smile(: Because they care. For such friends, there`s no reason to give because we like one another like one big family.
here`s another random song. Gosh I kept on singing today^^ till i was stopped by my mum... she didn`t want me to lose my voice again. haha.
I like you for no reason. Not because of what wantian told me, because I alr didnt know why I liked you from that day...... and i nvr doubted my feelings.(:
Jeline should be watching movie now.. haha. Must comment on the movie hor!^^
Friday, August 27, 2010
" There are times in life when you get uncomfortable about what you do. However, the most important thing is to improve on what you are doing but not grumble about wasting your time."
Something I found very valuable. Summarised this from what Mr Gan told us during AGM today... makes sense and his story left an impact on me. Even if we are unhappy with what we have, we shouldn`t be complaining about them but think of how the situation can be improved, or rather what we should do to improve...
Anw I`ve gotten over the fact that we can`t be in this together anymore... since it`s kinda true that we clash... and we aren`t as good. So yeah...(:
Jiayou wantian.
Thats the word. Which I hate alot :S
Proven true(:
Live life to your fullest...(:
Still waiting(: So i`m here to update this deadddd blog of minne.
PHYSICS, GG. MALAY, GG SOMEMORE. LOOOOL. epic answers from zen and jiangjie xD
Lunch was fun :D ESP THE PART WHR KAIWEN YIXIN JELINE AND ZIJUN WERE MAKING UP THEIR SPOOKY STORIES. Haha my deepest impression was bout the forest mushrooms story...1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 5, 5, 5, 6! LOLxDDDAnd the funny part was the explaining part... which is damn sick luhhh xD
Haiz... dunno whether i can go agm tmr :( And if i do... i wonder how i should face you... Nvm. It`s all over anyway. I can`t even make it myself. So i shouldn`t be talking bout this.
Enjoy... i guess.
Thursday, August 26, 2010
Ello(: im glad everyone is talking to me again! I`m feeling super happy today. Gawd im posting like a 5-year-old. But I`m really happy today(: The day started with maths. Then chinese. 郑老师teached us how to write 投诉公函... and I was thinking what was the purpose of learning it... for us to learn how to complain properly? HahaxD
home econs(: HEARTZ MS HO TTM :D If only she could stay and teach us forever. I never disliked home econs anw. Because it`s fun to see kahkit niao dominic and roy niao eugene. Today was damn epic. The guys keep bullying Ms Ho. And she didnt mind... haha. I totally enjoyed home econs. esp the place where i cook.(: then science. MR CHAN DAMN CUTE! wiolet. reflection and reflection. eggs. complixated. HAHA ROFL. Jeline says he`s hairstyle like primary school boy xDD
AFTER SCHOOL. WENT MACS. haha sth epic happened on the bus... i was fiddling with the poster wantian passed me and then my wallet sudd drop...onto the old man sitting in front of me... i was standing you see-.- then it hit him... blehs. Then Jeline and I were holding our laughter all the way until we got off the bus. AND WE BUSRT OUT LAUGHING. HAAHA..
after lunch with yixin, jeline, yixian, xiwen and zijun, I went back to the clinic to pay the doctor a visit...lol. And I got a whole bunch of medicine again. adds to my collection. I cannot rmb which to eat and which not to alr...
JIAMIN FEELS HAPPY(:
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Don’t walk away Like you always do
This time Baby You’re the only thing
That’s been On my mind
Ever since you left I’ve been a mess(you won’t answer your phone)
I’ll say it once And I’ll leave you Alone
But I gottaLet you know
I wanna get back
To the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh, kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you
Sudd like this song alot... after talentime. That medal from soulmates was only a ride up the mountain. Because we went downhill after all.
ohmy im disappointed...:( she doesnt want us anymore. We`ll never join together again. I thought we were so happy doing this together.But now she`s leaving both of us. Probably because she feels that we aren`t good enough. Probably because she thinks we`ll nvr make it. Probably because we always screw up everything on stage when we`re together. Probably just because you just dun want us anymore...
Forget it. We`re going to split. When we never even give ourselves a push.
BEING SICK IS AWFUL. D:
This morning I woke up with a super sore sore sore sore sore throat. How sore. So didnt go school... then i felt kinda guilty cos some learning journey forms were with me and was stucked at home with them, somemore today got so much stuff to collect and i nvr go help JELINE. If you see this, SORRY! REALLY SORRY...
Home`s boring. Finally looking forward to go back to school again(: Esp aft just now yixin passed me homewk. haha thanks for helping collecting homewk btw(: now i realise that you`re the most impt person who i care about how you think. We must talk like before real soon kk? Back to friends again. Thats more comfortable then dao-ing me like crazy. LOL.
Heard that ppl did sex edu during champs today. lol this is random.
Im like super random now. And HIGH :D BECAUSE after my illness, the bad me will go away with all the germs. GIVE ME A CHANCE (: and oopsie if I make mistakes sometimes, yea?
THANK YOU AND SORRY TO EVERYONE. I miss school. I miss my friends. I miss you too.
Monday, August 23, 2010
Hellos.... feeling better.
Hope I wun have fever tmr... then can go school. Kinda long time since i`m imterested to go back to school. Maybe because yixian is back to life again(: and i hope all of you will continue to give me back my chance. Today was terrible... esp during art T.T hope i quickly recover. And today was better... than I expected. Hope to see more next. Jiayous to my rising chance! Lalalalala. I`ll go back to school tmr. Unless I really cant take it(: lol. Sudd kinda not sure what`ll happen again. haiz.
Sometimes our mum just like to express their love in their unique ways. thats so sad... but i still love my mum.
Weird me today... posting short sentences. Lol.
Sunday, August 22, 2010
random update.
Not sure if i can go to school tmr. BLEHS. nth much to post. JIAYOUS FOR CHI TEST TMR! (:
not that i dun wanna post, but it`s all up on the other blog you guys will nvr find...
Saturday, August 21, 2010
random posting...
emo luh. idk why my life is so fucked up. Nvm. shall post if i get the chance. I doubt my mum will lemme use this weekend.
T.T
Thursday, August 19, 2010
Still clinging on to the hope. But I dun wanna stress you out, if its so hard then its okay(:
I sudd have no mood to post today. IM ALL EXCITED BOUT TMR... CANT EVEN THINK OF LESSONS. I MUST CHERISH THE PERFORMANCE. The prev one was so screwed.
NOT GOING TO POST ANYMORE. (: LOL. learn rap for tmr. WE`RE GOING TO HAVE DIFF PERFORMANCE UNLIKE THE ONE ON FB.xD
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Posting. annd waiting.
Headache><
CHAMPS. bgr. well i realised different people have different opinions of this. Some think that true love nvr exist, while the rest cling on to the hope(: Well its basically your own judgement of how you want it to be. So just follow yourself(: if you like him, tell him. If you don`t, make up your mind and give him up kk^^
Realised many ppl got relationship problems now>< Jiayous everyone. Cheer up(: Because your friends are right beside you.
2 more days b4 talentime ends....佳敏,一定要撑下去!
well you didnt appear today... nehmind. really hope you can go this fri (:
Wang Lihom-你不知道的事
Didn`t like the song at first... but its meaningful so just keep on listening to it.(:
蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行夜空灑滿了星星
但幾顆會落地我飛行 但你墜落之際很靠近
還聽見呼吸對不起 我卻沒捉緊你
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事
蝴蝶眨幾次眼睛 才學會飛行
夜空灑滿了星星 但幾顆會落地我飛行
但你墜落之際很靠近 還聽見呼吸對不起
我卻沒捉緊你
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡
多的是 你不知道的事
我飛行 但你墜落之際
HO ~ HO ~ HO ~
你不知道我為什麼離開你
我堅持不能說放任你哭泣
你的淚滴像 傾盆大雨 碎了滿地在心理清晰
你不知道我為什麼狠下心
盤旋在你看不見的高空裡多的是
你不知道的事
Just now blog de stuff all gone idk why... >< this is a repost. hahas.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
First time I still online... ._. feels so weird.
Hellos people(:
Yixin nnvr come today:( YOU SEE IM MISSING YOU, I CANNT BELIEVE IT xD BECAUSE YOU`RE JUST TOO AWESOME. OH AWESOME. and im FABLOUS without the U. heehee. 2 syllables. Nnot too long or too short.... sweet.
I still dunnnno how to fold the straw hearts D: omg sici haha Im dumb. I spent like two lessons to figure out how to finish ONE straw heart and i didnt finish it. You finished the whole packet in one lesson. -.-"
dunno becomes dunnnno when the 'n's are doubled xD COOL>
Still waiting for you to onlinne^^ lalalaaas.
haha you onlinne liao. ^^
its okay(: its hard to decide sometimes... dunn thinnk so much bout it, because I knnow you really want to be there. You will. Even if you aren`t cominng. I know you will wish me best luck! So dun feel too bad because you cant go. If that kind of courage gets you into trouble then it isnt worth it.(: SMILE.
SMILE PEOPLE.... days are getting better. Cherish them. Even if it means hiding all the other stuff behind.
OH AND TODAY JIAJIAN WAS EPIC WITH EUGENE`S UMBRELLA. haha.
Monday, August 16, 2010
Lazy to post. So nnothing to read for today.... too baddd.
HEY PEOOOOOOPLLLE.... GO TALLLLLLLENNNNTIMMMMMMEEEEE..... because INFINITY ROCKS.
ELLE DOMINTATION ROCKS TOO!
And of course, soulmates will move you to tears.(: YAYs.
Shall upload pictures on fb.(: ennjoy your day.
Thanks yixian and zijun for the music project.... haha xDD
and cyrus dun emo le kkay?
wanted to upload talentime vids but its taking too long ><>
Guys can never be more stupid... xD not all guys though. GIRLS ARE STILL THE BEST AND WE ROCK. xD
Saturday, August 14, 2010
A FEW MORE HOURS...
blogging whenn the rest still sleepinng^^ tennsion rising! Hope I dun screw up.... i meann i know its just a performance without votes or anything, it meanns everythinng to me.
AND I REALLY MEANN IT.
Sms today(: not using com for the rest of the day. Setting off soon. WISH ME LUCK.
Friday, August 13, 2010
I wonder how was NYGH funfair yesterday.. zijun said it was fun(: Comment bout it on my cbox! Was kinda disappointed that i couldn`t go together with them... makes me think of all the great stuff i missed out xD and all my nygh friends... YEEXIEN! CASSANDRA! SIAOSHUEN!
Wonder how are my Xnps mates now... esp 6Fians. Havent been going back for class outings in a long while... and its still such a busy period right now. *waiting all the way to decenber hols*
How I wished I had a time machine to zoom into the future, and right back to the past where there were many things that could be done differently. Some things I never should have revealed in primary school. Things that could be done better.
Well at least I need way more time for talentime performance:S And as i promised, i`ll start from yesterday`s rehearsal which went haywire... we watched other groups perform. Super zai... gary`s group singer sounded super ubber nice with the guitar and piano.. ...
Then our turn :S SUPER S CREWED UP. Idk why D; its like we keep stopping and repeating and stopping and it goes all over again. T.T I was super depressed right then...its like embbarrasing yourself right in front of all the people, who starts to whisper about you, pushing you down and making you have low confidence... then i guess we all felt really depressed then... so in the midst of the rehearsal i started walking off the stage.
Then they encouraged us and we went back up to practise again... but it didnt go pretty well :S LOL.
Anw, wish us all the best for tmr`s performance :) Shall take more photos.
Was going thru Linjun jie`s songs when i came to this one:
Well i think yixian sotsot de xDDD Morning 38.3 still come to school! Then got subside but still above 37.6.... she didn`t want to go home because of factual recount. Reminds me of that time where the same thing happened. Anws, get well soon (:
Pe was fun today :D at first yixin and jeline owned us during pratice. then we owned them back after that. heehee, nice game!
Then umm recess yixian fell really sick... then Zijun continued her dettol vid xDD imitate kaiwen. heehee.
After recess was... english. Factual recount test... quite ok bahs> hope for the best :S i rewrote my repost cos i bushuang haha.
Then science. Just continue doing the worksheet on reflection. So complicated... but quite fun. Again mr chan goes 'wery' and eggs.^^
MALAY! UPIN AND IPIN or however you spell it. Damn cute and funnnehhh. haha.
Oh and chinese was the most epic lesson of the day. The teacher was going through 文史课 and told us how chinese characters were formed... then she called eugene 小黑and roy 中等黑。 and kaiwen 小妹妹。 damn epic. and then she told eugene and roy to form a new word. and it has every bit to do with dominic xDDDDD
田 及 心 NEW WORD FORMED. ZHU.
Zai tian li chi de hen kai xing! haha.
Shall post bout our talentime rehearsal tmr... which was half screwed and i felt kinda depressed.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
FACEBOOK CANNOT ACCESS. GRRRR. SO PEKCEK.
TODAY WAS FUN TTM MAN>
Uploading pictures i took now(: quite little, cause majority with yixin and jelly xD
I feel super high now^^ because today I see the beginning of a trying to improve me. And got back the familiar feeling of those days that we have. Yep i`ve read your blogs... so yea i kinda got affected at first... but I wanna thank your at least for dropping me this hint as a reminder(: Those days were so fun and carefree. And we shall have more of them!
Since March I`ve been telling myself that i`m gonna cherish each and everyday with my classmates. And today i can tell myself that the day where I finally start to enjoy my time WAS TODAY. AND I REALLY DID :D THANK YOU PEOPLE. And I apologise for being so not-my-self recently><
haha but just one thing: yea he was part of what resulted in the change, but pls dun blame him :X
Tmr staying for talentime rehearsal... hope i can chiong to nygh funfair after that :S
JIAYOUS TO THE REVIVAL OF THE OLD JIAMIN. TEO WILL BE DEAD. NO MORE TEO.(:
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
SWIMMING ROCKS TTM YAY! Today was ubber fun man.... start from school hahas. Zen damn funny today. History we were talking bout kimchee... then dominic wasn`t around when ms wing sudd mention it... and so ms wing was saying: "Haha now i`ve invented a new word to scold. KIMCHEE-BRAINED."
*dominic enters the classroom*
Zen: "DOMINIC YOU KIMCHEE-BRAINED!"
And that was ubber epic. heehee... i cant wait to see what he has to write for his chinese.xD
Hmm... swimming was fun. Esp the current thingy which i forgot what`s its name :S LOL.
Friendship bonds... breaking?
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
vincent Laopo says: mrs wong [a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: *ignores* vincent Laopo says: wow u didnt ignore LOL k mrs cheok [a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: *ignore somemore* vincent Laopo says: WOW WATS THIS [a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: walao
vincent Laopo says: eh mrs chua
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: i ignoring luh
vincent Laopo says: OMG THIS 1 NO IGNORE
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: its just a nice way of reacting(:
vincent Laopo says: WLAO LOL
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: you so boliao woah
vincent Laopo says: jiamin neh ignore mrs chua u die liao i go tell him liao
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: *ignore somemore* lol you so boliao
vincent Laopo says: i go showerle BYEBYE mrs chua
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: then you call me for what lame
vincent Laopo says: no ignore LOL
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] says: IGNORE LIKE HELL
vincent Laopo says: call u mrs chua=jiamin? O.o NOW I NOW
[a=1][c=0]Jia Min =D[/c][/a=14] said (3:33 PM): WHAT
and then he went offline. LMAO. LAMMMMOOO>
Monday, August 9, 2010
Feeling super bored. We always have no common topics haha... and I guess that`s normal, because it has been rather awkward ever since then><>
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
(chorus)
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..
Impossible by shontelle. Super nice :D Listen to it.
I pretended not to care, but I was disgusted every bit by that. Although I kinda expected that from her. How can you use such ways to force? Don`t you think it`s wrong?
Shoo you. Shoo. Don`t make use of someone to achieve what you want kay. Its not nice when the person knows it.
Posting again ^^ Kbox outing cancelled :S Cause of flu and that my godsis tio high fever. And haha jeline was also going to the same kbox today... but her mum pms and she cant go ><><
Just had a super random convo with vincent for the past one hour... lol. When I say random, it means SUPER RANDOM. hahas but it killed alot of time xD
Music pets on facebook. haha.(:
Hmm nth much to post. Suddenly feeling super sianzz -.-
Sorry. THANK YOU. ubber sian-ness xD
Sunday, August 8, 2010
"If you judge people, you have no time to love them."
-Mother Theresa
If I could reach up and hold a star for every time you've made
me smile, the entire evening sky would be in the palm of my
hand.
小星星。
Sometimes I wonder, how will things be like for us after a few months... (: 22nd july 2010. I will never forget this day. Long-weekend holiday... making me super bored and tired D: And it seems like flu season right now... haha after roy, then yixin, then jiajian, then my brother and now my whole family is flu---ing T.T
Btw,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE :D enjoy your burfdae xD Thank you for giving me such a wonderful land with awesome people, friends and family!
59views on youtube, but no comment :S Bloggers do help and comment on our video yea by going to youtube... my love will get you home--- soulmates. Your help will be greatly appreciated! so thanks in advance haha.
Flu`s terrible T.T
Kbox at safra JP tmr^^ although I`ll have a weird voice with my present throat. LOL.
When your dreams come true, somebody else gets all the bad luck.
Thats the problem you get when you drift away to some random place on the computer and see things that you`re uncomfortable with. You see things that`s all weird and unlike what you see in real life.
Are you okay?
We aren`t that close as compared to the past now... and I always get the feeling where you dun wanna tell me anything anymore. I miss those times where we had so much to share, yet now we are so close yet so distant. Years in xnps were much better. So much freedom back then.
And yep, its just that hard to let go. But I`m not going to purposely do anything that makes me stand out in one way or another, because I know you don`t want me to do that, woman... and continue to jiayou, because its just that hard for him to notice that you`ve been waiting for so long...
And I don`t want any hard feelings, yea. Because I`m a friend. And i kinda hope you will see this, although you never will pass by here....lol. ._. PLS DUN LET ONE PERSON AFFECT US.''
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shall continue to post pictures.
6pictures uploaded at the moment^^. Will upload more tmr(: Haha idk why ppl cannot see the pictures on fb.
Hmm havent been posting in a long time. shall start from ndp celebrations in school^^ recently when im bored I`ll save my 'blogpost' using my handphone in my drafts haha. And I posted this on the MRT on the way to the movies^^
Ndp was unique xD haha I HEARTZ INDIAN DANCE.... OH MY DARLING I LOVE YOU! haha.
And home was nice (: Dominic left out, dominic extra. Heeheehees.
Feeling super ubbber bored on the mrt... nth to do -.- feeling sleepy.
*ends post* *posts after purchasing tickets*
Went separate ways.... emo liao lor :S
Haha and i shall move on to saturday`s post(:
1.00 meet for malay at chinese garden and after that move to wantian hse for phto taking(:
I SAW ANTOINETTE ON THE MRT(: haha and we involved ourselves into this interesting convo:
Me: Whr you going? Ant: Woodlands. Me: *thinks* HAHA~ QU ZHAO BRYAN AH. Ant: Umm... kindof. Me: Eeeyer... why bryan so insincere de... make you go all the way thr to find him. Ant: Cause he everytime also come find me mah... so we take turns lor.
EPIC xDDD
Then zooms to chinese garden. -Zoom- lol ppl present were me, michelle, nicole, fx and jiangjie... and fengxian super ZAI luhh... he ran all the way from school to chinese garden without much sweat. POWER>
Then we started the filming. First was reporting. I wonder how many times we Ng-ed at 'mari michelle' because everytime I reached that line, nicole and michelle would burst out laughing and I couldn`t stand it too xD then was the bombing part, which we were afraid that the MRT staff would come out and chase us away so we avoided using words like 'terrorists' and 'bombing' when fengxian had to act as a terrorist xD haha he was sneaking around when he sudd asked
"where should I put the bomb ah?" xPPPPPPPP
After that I left them and went bukit timah with edina...(: the bus ride to wantian`s hse was freaking long!>< I yawned throughout while edina shivered all the way(: because it was cold inside haha... i could see her goosebumps. And finally after around 45minutes, we saw a firepost(according to wantian, we had to get off the bus after that) and so we got off... and realised that we OVERSHOT BY 5BUS STOPS. T.T
We spent one hour getting to wantian`s house ;S reached thr at 4pm. haha.
Then took pictures. which is failing to upload :S
Here`s our published video^^ TRAILER!
Thursday, August 5, 2010
愛 它來去沒預兆
像感冒 總無法預料
why 連呼吸都難熬
難道是我發高燒 好不了
*Every time I Look Into Your Eyes
那心跳的律動
總對不上節拍
他們說這
叫愛
Every time I Look Into Your Eyes
太多 心裡話
怎麼 說不出來
煩惱都隨著你搖擺
愛你成依賴
*還
寫著給你的歌拼湊著
每一篇快樂怪 竟是 模糊
音色難道是我發高燒 怎麼了
Repeat
*放不開
不明白這是愛得太早
還是太快
hello! haha. T.T I just made a total embarrassment of myself today... by falling down right outside 2C. = whole class witness. How fortunate i am right. xD lame...-.- Then yixian yixin jeline still laugh at me T.T although i was also laughing at myself for the stupidity. haha did talentime vid today xDD 30 sec video wasted like 45 min of our time>< lol. we kept Nging in the music room haha. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------
lalalalala. Stuff on my mind again. going to learn the cantonese version of 小酒窝... damn nice xDD
SUPER LOOKING FOWARD TO TMR> WEAR CLASS TEE> Anticipation on the outing more xDD
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
LALALALALA. Super ubbberrr fun today :D Esp swimming(: 2H girls all in one grp. xD No mood to post. But chunks to post lol. Realised that I talk alot with xiwen todayxD Nvr so that alot. Swimming was ubbber fun (: Although me and antoinette laggg like crazy. haha. After swimming ate with xiwen and nicole.... then played vball at nearby voiddeck with xw while we had heart to heart convo. xDDD Its for us to know and you to, umm, not find out. xD
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Lalalalala. Feel so xin ku when we cant talk even if we`re face to face T.T Haha nvm(: At least we can still see each other.
Potterpuppet pals makes me laugh(:
Hello peepo~ Blogging again^^ Saving spree... $5 for 3 more days` worth of SMS. heehee.
Today rawked xD First was the smile I saw in the classroom(: which I nvr saw for a very long time. Then was the passing of HSK notes to both roy and jiajian, whose papers were spammed.... Jiajian`s one more epic xDD Filled with elaine. And possible names for their children. xDD Then LA. We had do continue our factual recount stuff... then I began my elaine joke again: pg 8: elaineelaineelaineelaineelaineelaineelaineelain...
Jiajian: *rubs off everything * but still not clean. xD
Pg13
Jiamin: Writes 'E' Jiajian: Writes 'F,G,H' behind the 'E'
EFGH
Jiamin: Writes 'EL' Jiajian: Writes 'journal' behind the EL.
El journal
Jiamin: Writes 'ELA' Jiajian: Writes 'F,L,A,G' in front of ELA. (epic spelling error xD)
Flagela
Jiamin: Writes 'ELAI' Jiajian: Writes 'S,H' infront of E and 'N on the floor' after LAI.
She lain on the floor
Jiamin: writes 'ELAIN' Jiajian: Writes the same thing... -.-"
Jiamin: Writes 'ELAINE' Jiajian: Writes 'S,H' infront of E and 'verywhr' behing LAINE.
She lain everywhr.
-.-" I didn`t know Jiajian was so pro. Win liao lor xDD
Smooth sailing day. Someone on leave~ xDDD Then after school went to JP. Finally free after so manymanymany weeks. Havent enjoyed these times for a very very long period.... and I love it so much (:
PICTURES(: spammed for a purpose.
Our favourite sports xDDD MINE NOT ACCURATE. HAHAs.
Minitoons sweet and mickey mouse.
WHAT HAPPEN TO YOU T.T
I thought you were still fine today... hope you are okay... and dun stay tmr if you are really tired kays?
SWIMMING TMR... dunno whether to look forward anot. Missing cca :(
Monday, August 2, 2010
Today was... fun^^ Began in the morning where I dumped CHUA at the busstop. MUAHHAHA... Then I wasn`t so pissed off when i collected the forms...Maybe cause I vented all my anger yesterday. 7.05, i made my way to the announcement area. Then Shermaine and Jialing was there. xDD Jialing got her CCA leader rings that morning and she wanted to wear it, but her button dropped off... xP
Then we waited for a very long time, only to find that talentime crew wanted to show us to the school....-.- it was a damn awkward and weird scene, haha. Just step up and then step back in again. It felt super weird when you have thousands of people staring at you...lol.
FB lagging T.T
nvm thats not the point xDD Then music... art... maths. Maths with poor presentation again. the pingpong ball with blue tack.... haha. Then chinese. Test cheng yu, which we always nvr learn xDD
HSK was like damn fun xDD I mean not that the speech was fun, but we were playing around with the paper xDD Esp jiajian and roys one. ROFL... shall stop posting, and reveal less on my blog. Investigators have started to arise. must stop them from suspecting. xDD
Sunday, August 1, 2010
IN!!!! WE`RE IN!!!! TALENTIME!!! YAY!!! Somebody just called me and told me that. OMG WE`RE THAT LUCKY 5 XDDDD
Not pissed anymore. Loooooll.
Time seem to pass real slowly today D: Doing entry right now... ubbberrrr sianz. Kinda look forward to the Hsk briefing tmr. Idk why :O Mayb cause that`s the time where I can finally relax abit more when we sit together.
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