Jiamin is feeling freaking pissed off right now. T.T

Idk why larh ._. maybe cause my brother just took over the com for like hours while i was sitting in the living room and glaring at him do that. Wl. Not only that. Troublesome tasks by our awesomely troublesome teacher, and music not done yet.

AND I BET THERE`LL BE PEOPLE WHO DO`LL THE STUPID ENTRY TMR MORNING OR COPY EVERYTHING. THEN HAND EVERYTHING IN TO ME AND JELINE LATE. THEN WHO GETS THE SCOLDING? DEFINITELY GET SCOLDING TMR MORNING. DESPITE HAVING INFORMED THE CLASS.

AND THEN SOME PPL KEEP NAGGING HERE AND THR AND DOING STUFF AT DIFFERENT TIMES, SO DISORGANISED. PPL ASK YOU POLITELY YOU DUN HAVE TO REPLY IN SUCH A SARCASTIC MATTER RIGHT.

Somehow I just vented my anger out on the post. Although im still fuming. hmph.
Just hope that the class will hand in the forms properly...

Oh, and its alr sunday btw. SO GOING TO LOOK FORWARD TO A TOTAL BUSY WEEK. WOW. pigs and roos =)

Sometimes i wonder, what the hell is your problem. pigs and roos =)

Take a bow.

Yixian recommended this song (:

shall start blogging bout yesterday. Rainy day... so our assembly was at the multisports hall... as usual. Everyone was mugging science and nobody even cared bout english haha xDD

English was hard :S

Science was worse. T.T Didn`t study about the fermenter or virus thingy... and skipped all the way to the enzyme question.

TRAINING WAS SUPER UBER FUN AND I TRUELY ENJOYED IT YESTERDAY :D

To begin with, i was super enthu about training that day^^ then spiking was fun, although i`m still not getting the hang of it :S dui xing rawks!

JIAMIN WANTS TO BE LIBERO! T.T

The new coach doesn`t know that I had trained for libero... then now I must buck up on my spikes and serves. But I wanna be libero :S

pigs and roos =)

Post more stuff tmr. Meanwhile, to all my dear friends who are sick,

RECOVER SOON(: AND REST WELL. pigs and roos =)

Not in any mood to post, but still here xDD

AUDITIONS OVER. :D *relief relief*
We went in, apparently with 3nervous minds :S
Then we sang with voices trembling hahas.... but overall it was okay i guess o.o
Thanks to the people who wished us luck... haha i wanted to post the names but i guess not.. later i leave out someone`s name :S after the audi we went back to my class and then sang somemore songs(: then sing the new ndp song which isnt very nice... so we switched to where i belong and others. haha. They should hold audi for ndp singing xDD we`ll join again.^^

Tests and tests. And many ppl falling sick again :O Get well soon (:
Bio theory test is troublesome :S so many things to study. and memorise. RAWRRR.
Dun feel like studying liao xDD pigs and roos =)

7.30 right now. ^^ IM PUNCTUAL!

Today was a weird day with manymany twists and turns :S
End up I failed to turn up... sorry :( When you left i was so regretful that I nvr asked earlier luhh... MORAL OF THE STORY: NVR HESITATE IN WHAT YOU`RE DOING. I just did and let opportunity slip past me liddat. -.-

First up today was the veryvery sian morning. haha dk why, but this morning was super boring and dead D: and it began with Mrloh calling my phone to say 'Jiamin ah, tell the class to bring writing materials and fullscap to the multisports hall.' T.T then was the anticipation of that one announcement which wasnt made... and so I smsed in-charge to ask, only to find out that there was a consent form-.- haha forget it i shall stop dwelling on this matter.

I thought MrLoh was going to give us some theory test in the morning... end up he measured our height and weight...haha. I shrunk 1cm and gained 1kg. cool~ 167cm 45.4 xDD

Maths was even more boring... then chinese. We had to do the 议论文and haha, I alr finished mine xDD then I smsed in class. SHHH. heehees.

Then lang arts, the mass exhibition stuff blablahh. Yixian went to attempt this worksheet at the booth near the big steps, then after that she got this tidbit----- which she ate and found out that it tasted weird and awful. HAHA.

Then EL GURU in auditorium was just a big joke. xDD We had fun hearing how sammy and estelle comducted the 'show' ROFL. When someone got the wrong answer sammy went 'Ouch!' and when thr was technical error sammy went 'amen'. ^^ haha you should have seen these.

Next History... haha you made me pay attention cause I was trying to get as much notes as possible xDD Geog also. Waa alot of notes.

After school Edina and Wantian went to practice :S SORRY I DIDNT GO... had to go for CCA. Tmr must practise!!!! SOULMATES FTW. gawd i feel so naggy. repeat and repeat hahas. But still must jiayou! heehee^^ Today I was asking wai mun about the audi, she said thr`s a vid camera and then judges staring at you. SCARY.

Took permission from msr tan and went home earlier^^ thanks you mrs tan!
Was kinda disappointed in myself durin training today. Couldn`t do anything, its like Im malfunctioning :S I MUST TRAIN HARDER. I shall set some goals during the weekends... ^^

My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home. JIAYOU TMR! JIAYOU FOR TESTS AND TALENTIME WOMAN! pigs and roos =)

I JUST MADE A BET WITH HUAZHENG, HE SAYS HE WUN MARRY FOREVER. WE`LL SEE^^

hahas. feeling over enthu^^ someone keep humouring me. xDD

Lyrics <3 爱上你by2

什么 都不要懂
只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后
握不住你的手
是谁 太不成熟
没体谅彼此感受
我 不停寻找着理由
解释 分手

心好空 像没温度的 气球
我的灵魂困在回忆中
动也不能动

爱上你 不需要理由 你到底懂不懂
可是怀念
竟比失去
还要更难受
噢爱让我 想起你的时候
泪禁不住滑落
可惜 你永远
都不会懂

什么 都不要懂
只想 继续做梦
害怕 醒来以后
握不住你的手
如果 同一秒钟
你也 想起了我
心 只要能微微颤抖
就已足够
爱上你 不需要理由
你到底懂不懂
可是怀念
竟比失去
还要更难受
噢爱让我 想起你的时候
泪禁不住滑落
或许 我永远
都 看不透
爱上你 不需要理由
你到底懂不懂
伤心快乐 在回忆中
反复的交错
噢爱让我 想起你的时候
泪禁不住滑落
可惜 你永远
都不会懂
放心 我还会
好好的过 pigs and roos =)

Didn`t use the com yesterday T.T

Totally enjoyed this few days <3 hahas. Bliss~ and GLing with yixian xiwen zijun kaiwen yixin jeline. SO FUN. ROFL. HAHA. See this man yixian. Eat your _toot_ xDDD

These few days Jiajian and Roy keep dee-siaoing us with the brushes. HEY BRUSHES! FIND YOUR OWNER SOON OR ELSE I CHUCK YOU INTO THE BIN. haha.
Enjoying lessons esp science^^ haha. Today, Ms lim was asking Jiajian:

"Jiajian, what is menstruation?"

"*not paying attention* huh?"

"What do you understand by menstruation?"

"Orh the ovary come out lor."

xDDDDDD EPIC!

Then english lesson, we were told to pair up to do reader response. And Mdm choo went: The topic has sth to do with you guys. So she started writing 'Should teenager have a s-'

And then I said, "SEX!" and made jeline laugh alot. And I kinda said it abit too loudly. hahas xD

Oh, and today was use-marker-to-draw-hand-day. haha. lemme expl. Jeline the chio-bu keep on going around to draw on people`s arms. So i drew back. And we drew and drew. xDD

lalalalala. trying not to think so much about the audi on thu :S haha hope we can make it. I mean, i really want to, its like a dream i wanna fulfil haha. And it`s great when you`re working with singers like edina and wantian(: We`re SOULMATES(: and that matters the most. We`ll always be together. MUST JIAYOU!!!!!! J.E.W xDD jiamin edina wantian. Epic name right^^ haha jew for the win~

lalala. Eeyer. Always not same time hahas. But nvm(: IT DOESNT AFFECT US AND ITS NOT GOING TO^^ teehee. Hope i can goxD

YIXIAN, JIAMIN NOT GOING TO EMO LIKE CRAZY LE.xDD pigs and roos =)

Online again T.T It is now 7.46. hahas. The time & date on my blog is screwed. pigs and roos =)

Nowadays when I turn on the computer, I`ll find myself arriving at this page first.
I realised that in the past, secrets tend to get leaked out very easily. As time flies, I think I`ve learnt to be more independent and keeping personal stuff of myself and you guys deep down inside. In the past, it was often diffucult to bottle up everything, but i guess i`m used to all these now...

I`ve been emoing too much lately. So I`ll stop(: Rest assure i will. Hahas.

Song sharing again~



(: 爱上你，不需要理由。 pigs and roos =)

I wished that you`ll understand, you seriously need to change. I really hope that you can stop going around behind others and appear to support us, but backstab from behind... Jiayous kay? (:

Blogging with distractions. (quoted from yixin) xDD

After 30 min this is what I typed -.- haha. GOSH IM GETTING SUPER NERVOUS :S
I keep listening to the song over and over again to make sure i get it correct. I dun wanna screw up :S hope we can make it, jiayou SOULMATES <3. WE CAN DO IT. WE KNOW WE CAN... just hope there`s more time for practise(: JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

Another 30min past and Im still here^^ hahas. Eeeyer. We everytime also not online at the same time. so bored. hahahah.

Anws, peepo, jiayou for f1~ which is this coming wed. I wanted to go for cheering, felicia was despo---rately pulling people to cheer and I was about to ask my cca teacher when she said there`s real poor attendance>< so I cant go support. Sorry! I still hope i can go if i have the chance. hahas.

Gawd I just got to know that hist test is next tues, and I almost died from a heart attack :S haha and then again i realised it`s an open book testT.T ROFL. This term must do well :S If not my grades will move downhill like it alr did.



Bored -.- bored -.- bored -.-

If you wander off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home
If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home, boy, my love will get you home...

(: Once again, jiayou, soulmates! Im sure glad the audition wasnt earlier, as I can feel for the song right at this moment(: pigs and roos =)

Lots of stuff to post.

SC INVESTITURE(:

Well, I must say it went rather sucessful... although i kinda still prefered the one last year.
From a small and united council to one big family(: Back to march, i still rmb how shocking it was to receive the resturcture news and how badly we objected to it :S but now, it isnt that bad after all(: at least we did have a will to fight for what we wanted. And learnt how to accept changes, which I`m finally beginning to enjoy, from racial harmony(:

I hope that we all will leart to accept one another and bond together, regardless of chairpersons, cca leaders, psls or scs. Of course we`ve got many auguements and doubts over each other`s ability... but since we`re all in this together, we should enjoy it with whatever we can. I mean, its not easy being a leader alr... so why not just enjoy the whole process? Jiayou`s to 32nd council! council will go on, with 31st in our hearts :D

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Sorry for not being online yesterday... went home late :S
Jiayous for your competition too (:


Yesterday after pe i was super pissed off and angry at the same time T.T I mean, he wasnt wrong to scold us and he did make sense, but I didn`t know why he made her face it alone>< and there was this lady who keep on rubbing salt and pestering us here and there. But luckily she came back with a smile that was true(: And i found out that he had talked to her nicely.

Just a few more months left b4 we split :( nobody wants to split right? I hope we still get to enjoy time as a class... before we lose everything. I always wonder what will happen when we move on to year3. Will friendship still exist then? No one knows.

July 24. Three more months xDD If you know what I`m refering to. pigs and roos =)

Lallalalala.
Lalalalalala.
lalalalalalallalalalalalalla.
lalallalalallalalalalalallaalallalal
lalallalalalallallalalallalalallalalallala
lallalallalallalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalal~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In a terribly good mood now~ HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

This morning i was feeling ubber tired during maths lesson T.T idk why. Lol. sudd very tired. Then once after home econs my mood was back. Maybe cause of the coffee xDD and eugene made us laugh like hell.:DD

And then investiture. HUMAN REPRO! I had fun discussing this interesting topic with Jeline and Sammy. xDDD People must be moreproductive. Note that there isnt any space in 'moreproductive'. HAHAHAHA. then sammy go prank sms roy with disgusting-stuff-i-shall-not-reveal. and then roy thought i PMS. wow.

ZOMG. shall stop posting for the moment. pigs and roos =)

INTERNET LAGGING T.T and feeling terrible because my skin is peeling. DISGUSTING :S and reddish like a tomato. wow. xDD
Racial Harmony day.... wasn`t that bad as i expected after all. First was excuse from lessons in the morning... SHUANG. Basically slacking off while helping sammy to pound spices, and listening to beihua and choonhian with their super funny ultimate speech. Hey apple! *cheer* hey papaya! *no sound* OH THE PAPAYA HAVEN RIPE YET. ROFL! :DDDDD

Then was spicemaze with sammy, kangtze, sheila, magdalene, terence, vanessa and nicole(:
The first 3classes were screwed lah. I mean the way we conducted of course. It was so messy... haha sorry 2ABC! LOL.

Then after that it was quite okay... (: talk to spice --- mates. xDD and comments: year 1s are always evr-active, unlike the year2s. This has been proven so many times. xDD kk maybe not. wallala idk what im posting. LOL.

Some pictures i took today, will post another day xDD LAZY. AND TIRED : O I hope everything will end soon... sudd i realise i dun manage my time well. Zzzz.

Today`s training seemed so fun... T.T yet i couldn`t train. GAHHH. I HAVEN HAD TRAINING FOR AGES AND I REALLY WANNA TRAIN SERVICE :((( But i just couldnt train today no matter how hard i wanted too. Poohhh.

And i suddenly recalling the convo during lunch with vballers today(: it rocked. I seriously cannot stand it le. xDD Ignore this paragraph.

JIayous stella, and jiayous to me too. And all the best for SCs and leaders for INVESTITURE! XD pigs and roos =)

POSTING AND PISSED.
WHEN WE ARE THE ONES WHO DO EVERYTHING FOR RV JUST TO PLEASE THEM AND MAKE THEM HAPPY FOR A FEW HOURS, THERE ARE PPL WHO JUST DON`T UNDERSTAND. Hey if nobody did anything about it then we would have to take the situation in our hands right? Nobody even aproved...

fine im lazy to post. pissed and sick of this tiring life where we slog our guts out for unappreciative ppl. and sammy, no matter what happens i`ll help you out no matter what, this whole thing isnt your fault and you dun have to blame yourself for messing it up or whatever.

Just hope that everything goes smoothly and according to plan today. pigs and roos =)

Somebody GL-ed yixian -.- lame stuff. And 'she' still dare to blabber some stuff which isnt true. So we both think that we shouldn`t bother about ppl like 'her'. LOL.

Anw, why you just dun wannt tell me who you like larh.... comment if you ever read my blog. xDDD YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.

Eugene, tell me everything someday :S I totally dun get you in class today. Too many stuff that cannot be said aloud xDD and what is 捉贼的人是贼？

Randoms..... O.o today shi jie walked past my class and i nvr see. SORRY :D HAHAHHA. Probably wun be posting for the rest of the week. Tmr, investiture. Wed, cca. Thu, investiture. Fri, investiture. Tired alr. pigs and roos =)

Lalallalalalala. Bored but busy. Contradictive.


CHEN VINCENT!!!!!

Listen carefully

I
HATE
YOU
I
HATE
YOU
I
HATE
YOU!

And I`ve started to suan rence like crazy.... so if you dun stop i`ll continue to vent my anger over him. MUAHAHAHHAHA.
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Today`s bio lesson was o.o Wow, new topic. HUMAN SEXUAL REPRODUCTION, and everyone got excited, esp zhiwei. hahas. Then ppl walk past our class and giggle. lol.

YAY I GOT MY BUBBLEGUM xDDD ALTHOUGH ITS MINT AND DOUBLE MINT D:
After school I went for sc dry run, which didn`t turn out to be a dry run but preparation for logistics haha. Then we went painting, kneeling, crawling all over sl just to paint... and laughed at how ugly our products were. xDDD Then in the midst of everything i went back to class to check the paper mache work, only to find that ppl were taking a break -.- so i waited for them to come back and we started work. Somehow we had fun too, and i forgot what I said, and made kaiwen pissed T.T AND SHE TWISTED MY HAND. ROFL. AND IT STILL HURTS, like theres a hole in your bone or sth T.T
Then the guys o draw a picture of dominic on the whiteboard. hahas. which was a pig actually. and he got so pissed, but immediately i showed him the 'asshole' sms and he laughed. Dunno for what. Laughing at himself?
Finally after a serious warning from quekying did the guys want to start work -.- so we settled the newspapers. And the guys were so lame, they practically didnt know what were instructions, huh, jiangjie just anyhow crush de paper, roy go fold until its teeny weeny, kahkit go wrap until dunno what shape. LOL! Girls rule.
ANW, REALLY WANNA THANK SIXIN AND QUEK YING AND BIYING and all the rest who helped. ESP THESE THREE PPL... they spent so much time on the structuce! (: THANKS ALOT.

at the same time today i found out alot of secrets too :o esp after eating with yixian. Yixian i know you`ll read this someday(: so I`ll tell you who the person is. BUT NOT NOW. haha. jiayou hor (:


Now abit scared of C. Bug me like siao! Sorry luh, i know you dun mean it but its very scary to have someone bugging you till the extent that you cant take it. Got that fun meh?

Btw, sorry to the person i prev. blogged about, I guess you know who you are xDDDD AND YOU WUN MIND OF COURSE~ pigs and roos =)

PISSED BY BOTH OF YOU. Im disapppointed. Cant believe you actually stand by him and threaten our dear friend. What`s with you recently? Dun even wanna tell me what happened. And you go threaten him here and there. And you expect ppl to listen quietly but not fight back? What`s this? I cant let this down man, although it is none of my business. You keep smsing b, then you purposely wanna make ppl jealous and all those. I went with you for a while, its time i should stop. This act is so childish. After that incident I alr learnt my mistake which all began with you. Dun you even feel guilty at all?

Although Im not gonna pour my face at you tmr doesnt mean nth happened. I just hate you more.

I finally understood how she felt that day.

And yixin, im not emoing now, just feeling unjust for a friend(: hahas. pigs and roos =)

I MISS YOU, I REALLY DO :( pigs and roos =)

Tay Cindy ahh, why you so ma fan one o.o Jiayous. We`ll help you pass. Just hope that she doesnt make a big fuss out of this. But I know that you`re in for a tough time :S

Today, I received a council -related msg, cheering for ** competition. Dunno why, despo to go, so I went to check the date T.T and realised that I`m down for swimming that day. T.T I wanna go ._. I WANNA GO!!

Counting down to tmr. Life totally sucks when you`re being cooped up at home with nothing much to do but to stare at the com. And so many people keep coming up and mess up everything. I think its a time to give up and let go of the previous one. This morning as I was watching this particular movie on DVD, I asked myself if i truely understood and knew the person. The answer was no. No. No. And i began thinking if everything was not real, and that i was too harsh to decide on it and blabber it out to the whole world. Yes, Im that stupid. So this time, I have promised nvr ever to let it out, not even to my closest friend. Sorry to haolong about this :( but i`ve alr decided on this point.





Did you hear me? Are you missing me too? I wanna know.
Time seem to past really slow today... and i dunno what to do. Having a real weird and screwed timetable that I needa sort out. Managing time again :S

For the past two hours i`ve been repeatedly listening to this song. Love it ttm(:

pigs and roos =)

Yesterday, SE concert rocked(:

Malay lesson was epic. TOOT~ Toot. HAHAHAHHA. xD

Today when I was attempting epic interview on fb i came across the same question of you twice ._. Haiyoh. Zen me ban? omigosh I think im a total weird person. i need a decision. but i dunno how to. unless you stop. Or just tell me something at least, dun make me carry a hope that isn`t going to exist. And this time, I`m definitely not going to tell anyone, no matter how hard you guys persuade me... its just sth i need. And i get the feeling that the previous one is not what i thought after all.... is was just a raging need growing, cause of something that I really wanted, or desired, but not needed.

忘了吧
昨天感傷
誰也幫　不上忙
關於愛
你問一百個人
會得到
一百個不一樣答案

FREAKING BORED RIGHT NOW T.T and keep on listening to this song(: love the music. Speaking of songs, needa clear some time for rehearsing soon, edina and wantian >< although not next week. im not looking forward to the investiture... its getting too complicated aint it? After that we`ll have one big united council. There`ll definitely be clashes and stuff... and i dun dare to think about what is going to happen next T.T

I sing to let out my emotions. And i find those that really suit me for who I am, and what I always feel.

I want my bubble gum hahasxDDD oops this is random. pigs and roos =)

... And I found my passion of blogging again... xD

Thinking of what to blog. Recently so many things happened in and around, making me tired...
And I dunno what to do. One moment this and one moment that. Can you please be clear and show it if you really want to? Stop beating about the bush will you ._. We`re both in this.
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I didn`t regret my choice of forgoing helping logi at SL today, although kinda guilty cos i told wei xuan I was going to help >< but the mache in class was fun. First, credits to:

Antoinette
Yixin
Jeline
Quek Ying
Sarah
Keying
Angeline
Janin
Biying
WangQing
Sixin
RuoFei
Eugene (the only guy haha)

A million thanks to all these people above (: Super glad that they stayed back to helped, because he had a great deal of time with the chopstick cow, with occasional visits from 2C to YIXIN... LOL. They stayed back to do their panda with flour... and kayvin stepped into my classroon with this puddle of flour on his hand, we high fived and i realised it wasnt white glue -.-

Yixin dumped me at the bus stop and took 502.... RAWR. pigs and roos =)